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a moment — 22 december 2006 untitled — 7 may 2006 song for dreaming — 16 march 2005 flying--falling — 14 february 2005 the snow that fell — 2 january 2005 an end to november — 15 november 2004 a love sonnet — 10 june 2004 that night — 14 may 2004 above the clouds — 13 may 2004 angel eyes — 1 april 2004 untitled — 16 march 2004 would you know — 24 july 2003 a child's rhyme — 13 april 2003 by name — 6 march 2003 breathless and gone — 6 february 2003 some kind of stranger — 5 january 2003 you as radiant blue — 23 november 2002 i miss you more — 15 october 2002 because — 25 july 2002 relentlessly pale — 4 march 2002 with meaning — 22 february 2002 only quietly — 25 january 2002 epic tail — 25 september 2001 the ocean whispered — 20 september 2001 across our sky — 27 august 2001 walk with me — 1 may 2001 ignorance and bliss — 27 april 2001 among adversities — 20 april 2001 storms in you — 27 march 2001 blank — 26 march 2001 remembering alexander — 28 february 2001 confessions — 27 february 2001 waking wishful — 23 february 2001 untitled — 15 february 2001 at the extremes — 14 february 2001 a better place — 13 february 2001 perceptions — 6 february 2001 the sentry — 24 january 2001 literal revenge — 19 january 2001 7am moonlighting — 10 january 2001 soft sodden afternoons — 6 january 2001 juniper — 15 december 2000 these walls — 14 december 2000 to abandon — 13 december 2000 my sky — 12 december 2000 untitled — 11 december 2000 chinese poetry — 8 december 2000 and he wrote her picture — 7 december 2000 my rubaiyat — november 2000 i am deciduous — 10 october 2000 suspense — 20 september 2000 remember up there — 19 september 2000 the milton complex — 18 september 2000 number iv — 15 september 2000 a revelation — 23 august 2000 beautiful excuse — 11 august 2000 my music and yours — 21 july 2000 thinking of you — 20 july 2000 train of thought — 17 july 2000 of creatures and of you — 31 may 2000 to see today — 20 march 2000 turn me around — 1 march 2000 sometimes (streetwalking) — 23 february 2000 the color of tears — 9 february 2000 untitled — january 2000 untitled — late 1999 shades of gray — 8 november 1999 how you see me — 2 october 1998 heaven or hell — 28 september 1998 victory and loss — 15 september 1998 to fly — 26 may 1998 unforgiven life — 26 may 1998 untitled — no date |
EPIC TAIL -- 25 SEPTEMBER 2001once upon a dream with banana-leaf sheen the mighty ship's brow shone with setting sunbeam at the ship's helm stood, sunset mirrored in her eyes a rat: proud and tall baring all the strength she could lolling in the back watching shapes in clouds a coconut, the lookout, held down with string and tack a mission they were on, unlikely it may be, navigating by the stars between dusk and dawn they leapt or they lurked onto the night sky, for toothpick triangulation, rat ingenuity at work as morning approached bright, fiery sunrise breaking through, the great sea calmed at its end and their destination was in sight here waves undulated into thin air, an unseen end to unseen forces, and further: a sheer drop to nothing; below and beyond, nothing was there one last look of abandon, and she knew the moment was for ever; with a tug at the sail and a breath, they drifted over the edge, free suddenly, wind rushing through, horizontal became vertical and sky was ground and here is the moment, finally, when they knew: the sea-spray stood still here, the roar of the ocean silenced; suspended mid-air they stood agape at the side of the earth, clear the blinding light subsided when they drew down their sail, and their eyes were wide with wonder, each breath taken back again here was the source of each of the world's fluid motions, looming great and tall now, at last in sight and in reach! thousands upon hundreds were the number of the gears, and at the scene in awe, the rat pricked up her fur each spindle and cog and bell moved in harmony with the other ringing and clicking and ticking sounds washed over the two in swells the clockworks of the world, thought the rat with admiration; and there, at its heart, a tiny key whirred it shook and it spun, wobbling, balanced in place, and they crept forward then by the light of the morning sun the coconut, rolling, suddenly was thrown back, forward, round and into the box where the key fell so easily free each of those gears began grinding to a halt through to a silence: nothing could they hear! the rat intently glared at the hopeless coconut who simply stood in shock and disappointment and stared as the silence pervaded and the world came to a halt the light grew gray and dim; across the sky, dark clouds paraded they were mocking him! the drew his shape now vertical, enormous, contorted as a final wishful whim the rat desperately tried to replace the key to time twisting it this way and that and finally gave up with a sigh it was just then that the gears slowly began to turn, and with immense and full relief the rat fell, nearly in tears the coconut looked between the outside sky and her, trying to force himself to point out what he had seen and then suddenly she saw the sun was setting again but backward, to the east, setting against natural law! the crash of waves grew louder and louder, now, and over the edge they could see water falling, crashing through then lightning struck on waves brightly shining and in each other's eyes they saw the end of their luck the rat clung to the coconut just as the water bore in his shell was suddenly cracked and the rat's tail was cut and then, the waves overtook: tumbling and turning them out, up, over and through; they tried desperately to look they saw the open gray sky and the closed ocean floor and then at once they flew not daring ask the other why blood ran from her tail milk seeped from his body as at the edge of the sea disappeared the tip of a sail she stared at his face for barely a moment just one last goodbye before their fall from grace reflections of lightning fell upon a falling tear as one last clap of thunder tore through the sky well the force threw them apart and they continued upward above the clouds and to the stars with a start nothing but darkness filled their eyes each at last and at once they were gone despite strong wishes and wills a great peace overcame the sky and the earth and the clockwork turned flowing once more the same the air was quiet and still, and not a soul knew of the great epic adventure that led two to be killed nature had no memory of their own mistakes: it only knew as always that the sun rose free --jw-- |
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